ROCK

Suuup, i thought id go on a little about myself.

I was a hermit for 5 or more years. After getting terribly hurt in so many different ways, i kinda just detached from the world and never spoke to anyone ever.

Only recently, for months on end i’ve been on these non-stop escapades. And just now, an entire year later, i finally feel like im alive again. I no longer have any issues speaking with people anymore (you try going that long without socializing, then see how well you can hold a conversation!) All these other weights have finally been lifted, and to top it off, i now go to school where im around awesome new people all the time.

I have one of the most fucked up lives ever. I run a heavily populated server, and yet im hardly even around to enjoy it. I’m too busy living day to day, handling and doing whatever comes my way. A couple of loved ones really helped me out of the darkest pit, and for that im eternally grateful. I only wish that i could take them with me on these adventures.

LONG LIVE THE SLAUGHTER!

I’ll be updating my new youtube pretty frequently, so subscribe now! www.youtube.com/rudrocks

This is a vid of my favorite game in the world that I have the privaledge of helping turn into a stand alone free download.

Reactance

I’m creating a new youtube account in vain of having the old one suspended. Somehow, it will be even greater than it once was. What’s really sad though, is before, i would upload videos that generally didnt sync well, and somehow youtube would process it differently and the music would sync up rather amazingly. This is no longer the case however,  but still, i hope it turns out as amazing as before.

Getting the new site and forums up and running, finally :D